My Mom Has Past Away on Sunday, May 29th, 2016.

I didn't posted about this and wasn't exactly quite ready to share yet at that time. all very upsetting to me but though and sadly it didn't affect my brother in anyway. I broke down but let's not go there yet. Let's start from the beginning of what happen first. It was a few months back or so now. Me and my brother got a call. well I got the call first. My brother wasn't at my place when I got it. I was playing with my ps3 system online all night in fact. But during the morning when it got light out. In the middle of chatting all the sudden my house phone ringed about 10 or 11. I didn't answer it. I just let the machine get it. I heard it all the way from bedroom. It was a call from the nursing home. Which was unusual and also got me worried. So I said goodbye to chat and got off. But not exactly in those words but did said bye or something though. I was getting freaked. But I was afraid to check the message. So I call the director of the nursing home his name's Gary by the way that I and my brother is friends with. To find out something. He didn't knew much so he checked it out for me then called me back. He told me my mom had another stroke but this time at the hospital. The next day I think it was but me and brother took a trip to the hospital to see our mom. She couldn't talk to both of us. She looked at me. But we had to talk to a couple of lady nurses, doctors, staffs or who ever there were. We walked out of the room that my mom is in to go into a little sitting area to talk to the 2 ladies. And soon having a conversation about hospice. I never heard of it but obviously my brother has. He may already knew that was coming next. It's something. It's something that's set up when somebody is about to pass away. My mom could of been escorted to the place where the hospice is at but we had noway of getting there. Me and my brother drive. nether our mom before her first stroke. we take buses. So hospice was set up at the nursing home where my mom was at. They figured maybe it's best like that anyway sense my is comfortable at the environment she's familiar with that she's already set up at. So eventually transported back at the nursing home that night after or the next day. We maid a visit at the nursing home on mother's day to see her then. We took a cab there. But we spent time with her for a while. Our mom was sleeping when we came into her room. She eventually woke up. There were a scare for a moment while me and my brother was there for a while. Well freaked me out more then my brother but my mom looked at me and stared and stayed like that for a bit and I thought there were something wrong. I asked my mom are you alright ? but then I start it yelling MOM ARE YOU ALRIGHT ??? With a scared worry pitch sound from my voice. She finally said something. Then she smiled a little and finally said something. She said yeah. Maybe there were a moment flashback of a happy thought that me and my mom did together in the past or something. I or my brother couldn't understand much of she was try to say. Her speech was sort of off do to all the strokes she's been having. I could understand some she was saying like mostly short words like yes or no. But me and my brother ate together with our mom. My mom can eat but someone has to help her. We usually help when we're there. We spent sometime there then came back to my place I think almost late but not too late. I think it could of been a few weeks later or so I think it was about than. But eventually we got a call from the nursing home informing us that our mom became unresponsive, unable to eat, drink, talk and open her eyes. And it was a coma like sort of she may of been in but we spent time on a weekend to see our mom which was our final moments with her. We took cabs both ways to visit her and hospice which was cool but they actually paid for our rides. we didn't knew they can set things like that up. We spent Friday and Saturday with our mom which was last to spent with her. After the last day. In the morning about 2 we got a call on my brother's cell which I knew who it was and I knew it was bad news. The very bad news. My mom has past away. That's the day my life shutdown and lost my mom forever. No more fun and games together, No more watching movies together, No more listening to music together and No more eating together. All that is over. But I am glad my mom is not suffering anymore. She's at piece and in heaven or on the other side somewhere, maybe walking around anywhere. It's just I can't see her unless I'm a medium or psychic. I did broke down that Sunday morning when it became light out. I do miss my mom. It still hurts though. She took care of me from infant to adult. I missed all the good days and the fun. Those days may be gone but not from my memories. I'm Thankful!!! and Grateful!!! for that and the good times we had together. They we're worth it. I wont forget it. Ever. As long as I live for the rest of my life or what's left of my life. I think the good thoughts then the bad ones when thinking about my mom. Please god take good care of her and watch over her I beg of you. Thank you!!! and the lord. Aim men.